Basicso o c n a m e Emily
r p i n g t i m e 3 years
o t h e r c h a r a c t e r s None
D r o w n i n g In A Sea Of V o d k a
Sar Benettf u l l n a m e Vivian Hope Thompson
g e n d e r Female
a g e & g r a d e Eighteen & Senior
s e x u a l i t y Straight
p e r s o n a l i t yVivian is the girl who masks her pain with happiness. All her life she was abused and now she tries to cover it up with smiles and giggles. She thinks that hiding her pain with happiness will help people think that she is normal. Like most girls she is very insecure, but tends to be more so than other girls. Everything people say she thinks about and ends up going over in her head to figure out what it meant for fear that someone doesn’t accept her for who she is.
Even though a lot of people trust her because she is truthful, she prefers to hide things from most people she knows. There are very few guys that she trusts and she tends to avoid being around guys in general. _____ Dannigg was the first guy that she trusted with her whole mind and body. Most guys she’s friends with she doesn’t trust, she just likes being in their company, but never alone. Very rarely is she found alone with people that she doesn’t know very well.
Partying is something that Vivian will admit she loves to do. At times she can get a little wild, but she can’t control how she acts once she gets drunk. Many people think that she is an alcoholic, but she doesn’t need alcohol to survive. She’s more addicted to cigarettes if anything. She tends to be one of those people who says the wrong thing not matter what. The main reason she does so is because she believes in telling the truth above everything else.
l i k e s- Music
- Photography
- Baking
- Being Vegan
- Energy Drinks
- Alcohol
- Parties
- Singing
- Writing
- Animals
d i s l i k e s- Fakers
- Cheaters
- Liars
- Being Alone
- Drugs
- Older Men
- Abuse
- Rape
- Cell Phones
- Silence
s t r e n g t h s & W e a k n e s s[x]Being truthful
[x]Standing for what she believes in
[x]Being told what to do
[x]Having too much sugar
f e a r s & a d d i c t i o n s[x]_____ Dannigg will leave her because she’s pregnant.
[x]Losing the baby.
[x]Addiction to smoking though she’s working on quitting.
[x]Recovering cutter
f a m i l y[x]Ray Thompson ;; Father
[x]Melissa Thompson ;; Mother
[x] _____ O' Finnis ;; Mother Figure
p e t s A black kitten named
h i s t o r yVivian was born into a world where her father was a drug dealer on the streets of Miami and her mother was crack sleeper. For the first three years of life she lived with her grandmother who loved her and treated her like her own child. When her grandmother died, Vivian was moved back into her parent’s house where things went from cheerful and fun to abusive and down right terrifying. The two years following her grandmother’s death she was abused. Everything she said deserved a hard smack across her pale cheeks.
At school teachers ignored the bruises for fear of what her father would do to them. Her father was one of the richest drug dealers in Miami and it showed by his fancy cars. One wouldn’t know that her father was rich due to the fact of how Vivian dressed. Her clothes were always too small and looked as if they were hand-me-downs from the eighties. Her father and mother didn’t love Vivian. She was just a mistake that they couldn’t care less about.
Finally at the age of nine things went from bad to worse. The physical abuse turned into mental and sexual abuse. Her mother was always out of the house whoring for fun which left the little girl alone in a house full of druggies, all much older than her. As a little child, Vivian was considered beautiful despite the bruises that covered her body. Around the age of nine the druggies who came to her father would ‘visit’ her in her room, which meant that they raped her.
At the age of twelve she had been raped over sixteen times by thirteen different men, including her father. Things were as bad as they could get for the young girl and she turned to abusing herself. The scars on her wrist are proof of the pain she caused herself. Several times she thought about suicide, but she still held onto the thought of one day things would get better. They didn’t get better until she ran away at age thirteen. Hope came in O' Finnis who fought for her in court.
Once arriving at the school she was told that she could start a new life. At first she did not believe the words but eventually she began to move on with her life, all thanks to O' Finnis who she began to see as a real mother figure. The woman helped give her hope when she low on it. Finally after years of being at the school she finally began to feel normal. At least as normal as she could ever get in her situation, and she had finally stopped cutting herself.
A year ago she met the one person who ruined all her plans in the best and worst possible way. Within a week of knowing _____ Dannigg they were dating. They balanced each other out even though they tended to fight a bit. After one drunk night and unprotected sex, Vivian found out that she was pregnant. Two months later she finally broke the news to her boyfriend. Now she’s afraid that he’s going to leave her to raise the baby alone. One things for sure is that she’s going to be there for the baby no matter what.
o t h e r Nothing
t h e s e c r e t w o r d -admin edit-
S a m p l e P o s tWalking into the club a smile passed over Blake’s face at the loud music. Even though he dealt with music this loud every night, he had to admit that it was always fun for him to listen to different stuff. He may love all of the bands on tour, but after a while you knew every word to every song. It was time to mix things up a bit. Tonight he wanted to listen to music that was fairly good, have a beer or two, and hang out with Danger. He had been a little nervous coming here to see Danger, but he would never pass up a chance to hang out with one of his best friends. Plus it was a good excuse to have a drink with someone he knew wouldn’t push him to drink too much alcohol like some of his friends did.
Looking around he pulled on the bottom of his bright lime green Self Deception t-shirt. It was one of the newer shirt he had gotten from the tour and he had been waiting for a chance to wear it. The green from his shirt brought out the light hint of green in his eyes. On his legs was a pair of white skin tight jeans that had frayed a bit on the heel from wearing them too much. On his feet were a pair of lime green high top converse with black sharpie all over it. Most of the words on it were lyrics from eighties bands that he still listened to. Running a hand through his black hair he let out a quiet yawn. His hair was a mess right then because he had forgotten to brush his hair after taking a shower. In his back pocket was a hot pink wallet that he hadn’t used in forever since he normally had a black one.
Today was the first day in a while that he could be found without a camera. He knew that he should have brought one, but there was a great chance of camera’s being broken or lost at bars. Especially if there was that slight chance Blake would actually get drunk. Then he would more than likely have lost it. Spotting Danger a grin spread over his lips. Walking over to him he shook his head slightly as he watched him on his sidekick, of course. ”Are you going to be on that thing all night or am I going to have to go dance like an idiot by myself?” He asked raising an eyebrow at Danger. Actually if Danger did spend all night on his sidekick, Blake would probably still stay because he had nothing better to do, plus it was Danger.
